General Problems

The people monitoring me in private give me problems if I post my problems online.

The people monitoring me in private keep talking to me via how the page loads on my laptop, like all the time usually.

If I  say something smart, I get a stupid answer.

They keep acting like they're projecting me talking in a submissive, tacky way.

It seems like they say something abusive almost every time I load the page on my computer, by the timing of it.  It's like rapidfire.

They are ruining my relationship if I post my problems online.

They ruin an older lady I like if I think of something bad by accident.

They become active when I post my problems online.

They punish me if I have a physical reaction when upset.

They keep acting like they got me to succumb, if there is a moment when I stop "fighting it" "on the inside."

Sometimes, they won't stop bothering me.

They make up problems so complicated it's a waste of my life to post them.

When I do something like post a general problem here, they say they just aim to compensate that.

They keep bothering me when I can't post it right away or I'm about to do something else, for the sake of bothering me.

They keep acting like other people bothering me and ruining my life.

If I think of curse words, they ruin my life.

They rub in people how I don't wanna.

They try to affect an older lady I like in bad ways to worry/concern me.